''That s what she said... '' hear my endless story :)
- Selena Haven
- Jan 5, 2016
- 2 min read
''From Selena, with love <stuck in the moment by Justin Bieber> would be the background music to this story :)

So this is it...my story begins with a happy ending. A break up. We split our dreams hopes and socks but i kept the dog. So i walked away happy and confident like the fierce princess that i am. I already knew the guy...he asked me out when my heart was taken...so i said okay, but i m in love...what shall we do mister? He already had me at hello but i stayed strong and concealed like the predictable human that i am. I kept my mind open though. So i remembered him cause God, he is to be remembered...this perfect guy with imperfections said to me <i will let myself be courted> :))) when i asked him out for a coffee. So we played the <what s your favourite.....fill in the blank> game for a while... One day...while talking...the most unexpected invitation came...come meet me. Let s have a coffee. So i gathered my emotional baggage with me, my last drop of courage and all the masks and walls that i could find...and went. We met at the subway...he kissed me like a friend and then guided me through the exit (his hand on my back felt like music to my backbone and the most beautiful imprint that i have with him...and this is the one that stayed in my heart since then...he kept touching me...his shoulder was next to mine, always there, touching me, vanishing my fear away...i really fell for him then...and everytime he touched me since then..) and into his home... Oh sweet Jesus, holy lord of mine...i cannot tell you what happened that day for the simple reason that i m somehow selfish and still today...i wish to keep it to myself...but...what i can tell you is this...this guy fucked the fear out of me in one single day...and we didn t even had sex. We just watched the sunset on a rooftop and stuff...#Mr.Right:))). Before sex...i was sweeped off my feet by this humble yet great, once in a lifetime man. After...i was mindblown by his otherworldly love...today...thanks to him , not for him, but thanks to him...i love and accept myself just the way i am. For him...for you my dear one...i would like to be everything you need. And everything i need to be in your existence...for as long as you should let me - I will love you and accept you. Just the way you are. This is my story...and it s only a new begining... To be continued...."
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